Lost Self !!!

I don knw why...

Not feeling great these days...

Feel very bored...

Feel like i am worthless...

Tired of living with self...

Feel like taking a break n going to a place that is silent and vacum...

A place where i can be with myself...




Living with people is really tough..

U got to hate, love, trust, comfort, forgive, praise, get sick, get angry of some one or other...

Need to recieve all that from the other person as well...

Seems pretty much virtual...




I lose all balance of my life...

Getting into all bull shit habbits...

not feeling great bout it, still carrying it...

what do i do...

I am sick and tired of all this....

One day i am going to blast everything...

Just walk out of the life structure that i have built for myself...



Can i really do this...

Not possible...

For my life values prevent me from doing that...

Whatever...

I will just wait for things to improve...

Till that let me hold on tight...