Strange Sparkle

I live in a world which is cold, dark n dead....
I walk alone in the dark....

I walk with no purpose....
but for a bunch of thoughts....

The world is empty...
For I feel nothing...

What am I exploring...
I dont know...

What is my home like...
I dont know...

Why do i live...
I dont know...

Far at the end.... I see a Sparkle...
I start walking towards it..

it is blissful..
it is warm...
it shows me the path...
it throws light to my world..
But not a part of my world...

i see myself through its reflection..
i feel myself new n different..

is this good?
is it going 2 hurt?

I don know...

here i stand confused with a choice to make....

Can u hear me !!!

Things change very fast....

I can sustain with change...
but i cant change....

cause that is me...
thats my identity...
thats my purpose of life..

it challanges my reason for existance....

I feel like i have no one besides me....

O lord!! Where r u?
Where is ur love?

For i am diseased....
For i am dead....

I want to resurrect from life and I want to be Extinguished....

I cannot burn out to bring light..

I feel hurt... I feel pain...

I feel like Stabbed...
I cry from my stone heart...

It makes me more hard...

I admit my defeat....
I cannot take it anymore....

Give me peace....

Take me with u....

For I choke.....
For I need rest.....
For i am alone.....

Today i rest with hopes...
Give me strength to live tomorrow...
To make a difference....

Love u....
with an expect of being loved back....