In Search Of Peace

On a troubled path, no peace of mind…. Today I wonder in search of peace…

Seeking Silence & Peace…
Leaving my home…
With hopes.. I am going to a place to get what I seek for…



On The Way…

Painful thoughts in mind….
Hiding them from family…
I Drive on the Highway…

Used to enjoy driving on countryside before…
But today I don’t…
Loss of interest seems to exist in everything I do…

They call it a bandh today…
Streets are deserted…
So is my heart…

Stoped the car at a motel.. to have lunch…
I miss her so much… feel like listening to her voice… called her… did not receive…
Had lunch half hearted…
Back on wheels…



At the temple…

Reached the place at 5pm…

Called her back…
My desire to listen to her voice, desperate…
Finally got to speak to her…
She seems disinterested…
Think I am disturbing her vacation…

Took shower… went to temple…
Watching elephants makes my mind clam…

To Goddess, offered my simple prayer..




My prayer…

Devi..
Thank you for your darshan…
I have one wish… I put that forth as a humble request to you…

Devi..
I want to come back again…
With my love as my wife…
Bless me with my wish… Grant me my request…
Please…



On The Way To My Native…

Lush green trees… Fresh air… Cool breeze… Sky top mountains…
Wet roads… White blanket of mist…

What a Feast to eyes…
A Beautiful place…
People call it God’s own Country…



A Conversation of How People are…

Listened to a lot of stories, that happen these days…

Relation with people are not strong these days…
Everyone with self motives…
Today I don find any shoulders to rest..
Nor any arms to comfort.. when I am in real need…

People close to heart cheat on me..
Like leaches feeding on my flesh and sucking blood..
I cant hate them…
Those beautiful days with them keeps my love for them alive…
But my trust and respect for them is lost forever…

I was happier when I had nothing much…
Wealth brakes beautiful bonds…
Cant do anything about it… I am Helpless…



Walking Along My Countryside…

Smell of Coffee beans, Cardamom seeds, Vanilla sticks, Wet soil, Tea leaves…
Enriching my senses…

Fragnance of my Sweet heart along with these will make this place a heaven…
Enriching my life…

Darkness covers the place…
Watching the moon rise out of mountains…
A silent good bye to the place…
I left the place…




On The Streets of Hill station…

Set out to shop for my darling…

The place lit with colorful lights…
A cold night with plenty of foreigners…
A lively place…

Bought her something that I promised her long back…

Listening to music played on street…
Tasting home made chocolate…
Enjoyed a long stroll…

Slipped back in room at 11:30pm when everybody were as sleep…
Called up room service… ordered for a coffee…

Standing on the balcony sipped the coffee…
The place looks beautiful... coffee tastes great…
I wished she was with me at this moment…




Back to Home…

Done with my trip…
Everyone is tired…
They all are asleep…

Hands on steering…
Mint in mouth…
With Music on…
Back on my job… Driving them back safely to home…

Visit to places…
Gives me trust to regain my lost hopes…

First time I feel that they enjoyed more than me…

What about Peace???

Peace…
:)
Not so soon… Long way to go…